Okay guys even though i never use this blog anymore (my old url was menstrual-cup) my current blog has like 2 followers and this one has way more so if anyone can help me or spread the word i need sum assistance that would be amazing.

I am an 18 year old androgyne/non binary college student that has no source of income and because of college i need help finding resources of any kind to help me get on testosterone if possible. It’s a hella long process and it almost happened once when I was 16 but literally as my goddamn doctor was writing the prescription my mom freaked and said i couldnt do shit til I was 18. But I have to pay for everything and I can’t get a job because of mental health/school reasons and have no way of getting close to enough money to help me see a gender therapist that can help me get a letter for T. I’m iin the pierce county/seattle area and if anyone knows any sort of organization or literally anyone/thing that can help my broke ass do this i would be forever grateful.

so i made a new blog a few months ago but if ya’ll still use this site my actual blog is menstrual–cup.tumblr.com like how it used to be

bakrua:

being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.